31.8.06

tediouStoic

i am writing since you are confused about bangle music. today… maybe fusion is the hottest topic in the musical terrorism realm. no doubt, i mean it is spreading waning everything on the way. to me… the most interesting genre is the incorporation of bleed metal to hardcore rap… people named it as rap metal. and, at this point pod i.e. payable on death is the best example i guess… so far. but, this is not a big concern to panache s…. b…. an upcoming super bangladeshi band. they introduced another genre newly… better not naming it right now here. i think they are in toto influenced by progressive rap, tedious hip hop, h&b, little lo-fi... finally psychedelic metal … you could add so many after listening the album a to z. however, my headache tailing s…. b…. is being unsuitable during coping a famous track belonging marilyn manson. couple hours ago one of my pals said me that it could be even better if the band would chosen great hindi over poor bangle… giggled to add that you know what?... shuvo, nowadays most people understand it pretty well. save again… the album tends to end with debris conservation among the crews which is again a known style of slipknot… machine head as well limp bizkit. another thingy thing is they are enforcing the listener to be committed to memorize their name repeating impatiently over and over again making it so cliché. now… i would like to visualize the members are reading my post murmuring if we cut out the bad then we would have nothing left… dear shuvo. whatsoever, i must say this is definitely a good effort especially when the band’s name comes along with a mismatch track number ___…, i forgot something almost like a country song. i could be adding more if i get single chance to listen it twice. bye… it is loud and clear that capitalism is stealing our virginity… sorry for uncalled nosing in deed.

18.8.06

late night in-bed thought...

it’s nothing unpredictable. i mean there’s nothing today to blow me. not many years before while i passed a sleepless night and the very next day getting busy with cause & effect analysis. today, so many days go sleepless although i‘m quite sure of not having insomniac yet. maybe life’s getting so much complicated to cope indeed. other way having too much expectation from every moments of life. but, still it’s not satisfactorily convinced. well, then what? is there any wrong with my meal… yes, my smoking is increasing but the journey of being a judgmental vegetarian’s on succession. Then again what about sex psychedelic crash… yes, it’s a big question always since i believe in monogamy.

anyway… and whatsoever, this time i shouldn’t follow any easy escaping as you know i start from one dimension and like to finish with other one very unusually. i don’t like you to fall in sick. oh… and you need not to fight in a no-win situation. we’re no gradual to us. we make mistakes everyday. we hurt others sometime intentionally sometime unknowingly. so, you must not to pretend and there’s no want of an absolute mask of sanity. if you make mistakes… headed for sin then i sense you at least confess yourself. other way vindicating confidently will be enough to bring gap and break the desired relationship.
i hate hypocrite.