20.4.05

come true

yes, he or she was alone there for that night sure. ok… before i start the story i should be apologetic for not conveying you the right gender. may be the time was near about 1:0 am. i was in internet chatting with some buddies. my sound system was quite busy with a slow epic music. suddenly i got stunned hearing a horrible roaring. although that was nothing new to me since often police used to come here at night to grab some bum people. but that time it was continuing and very much hearing so. then i unlatched my window to see what actually happened there. i saw something moving while blood was flooding the road. from the very first i thought that a dog. really it was quite difficult for me to identify from my 9th floor’s closet. and you better could visualize an after night road-light scenario. however, the situation came as no-end-of-something... . that horrible roaring was turned in extreme. i was waiting for some one there. But nobody came. time was absolutely 1:30 am and i decided to go down. i did so but the ground guard was bluffing me nothing was happened there. in fact they were not allowing me to go out. i forced to go and went finally. i saw a pounded dog (may be smashed by microbus). the dog was totally shapeless except the upper portion, the HEAD. save for, it was alive. i couldn’t be stable of thinking of what should i do rather than just be normal to spit simultaneously. after passing there 15 minutes, i was witnessed the dog dying slowly. i came up my room after watching a death(!). i was sweating enough to take a bath. later then i tried to sleep but couldn’t. someone, i mean something was insisted me to sit beside the window to see the dead body again… and again. that day i was not fortunate as other nights. i was awaked the whole night. i even couldn’t put the light off.

whatsoever, i learnt one thing… that… human is the best creature… so far. now please don’t ask how i learnt that. i know you are disappointed thoroughly while reading this with a feedback of 05 minutes eye torture. remorseful… really remorseful. forgive me… because i’m in thanatophobia?

15.4.05

grandeur of delusion

this is my current (16.04.05) desktop. the background picture was taken from the movie namely ‘constantine’. and it was manipulated with acdsee and photoshop to finish. i put a name for my desktop is ‘grandeur of delusion’. ok… it is all about a gothic milieu. my cliques should appreciate it. why not… other way i will insist… just as usual? ___nevermind.

download (800-600 pixels) and take (142 KB) a close (grandeur_of_delusion.zip) look (grandeur of delusion.bmp)… follow the below link: http://www.geocities.com/s_h_u_v_o/grandeur_of_delusion.zip

6.4.05

mis_aiub

yes, it is the mis_aiub yahoo group theme image. SO FAR
///since 05.04.05

3.4.05

club dhaka

poor work:
///since 02.04.05