18.8.06

late night in-bed thought...

it’s nothing unpredictable. i mean there’s nothing today to blow me. not many years before while i passed a sleepless night and the very next day getting busy with cause & effect analysis. today, so many days go sleepless although i‘m quite sure of not having insomniac yet. maybe life’s getting so much complicated to cope indeed. other way having too much expectation from every moments of life. but, still it’s not satisfactorily convinced. well, then what? is there any wrong with my meal… yes, my smoking is increasing but the journey of being a judgmental vegetarian’s on succession. Then again what about sex psychedelic crash… yes, it’s a big question always since i believe in monogamy.

anyway… and whatsoever, this time i shouldn’t follow any easy escaping as you know i start from one dimension and like to finish with other one very unusually. i don’t like you to fall in sick. oh… and you need not to fight in a no-win situation. we’re no gradual to us. we make mistakes everyday. we hurt others sometime intentionally sometime unknowingly. so, you must not to pretend and there’s no want of an absolute mask of sanity. if you make mistakes… headed for sin then i sense you at least confess yourself. other way vindicating confidently will be enough to bring gap and break the desired relationship.
i hate hypocrite.

posted by shuvo @ 3:38:00 PM

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