20.7.05

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i-felt-like-a-NOBODY-among-so-many-important-assholes.

posted by shuvo @ 10:30:00 PM 0 Comments

15.7.05

torture of being evil

i don’t find any definite answer for your question. maybe it’s impossible to know without you. else i‘m not that much sober this time. i can’t otherwise why i‘m still in the same trend. that’s fate you know she-devil. i mean the so called hole in the dark. and it’s continuous like your dream. it never ends. it’ll finish only if i die the very next morning. but then who’ll take you there. sorry. am i blurring in too rush. you say me. i don’t want to ask myself. i‘m afraid since i don’t understand. i‘m sick of everyday series. you can penetrate in your own way. i don’t know whether you’re here or not. even though it doesn’t matter because i can worship you again but i‘ll no longer get what i deserve for. it’s true. it must be true.

posted by shuvo @ 12:00:00 AM 1 Comments

9.7.05

GIRL

yesterday.. maybe she was whooping for a kiss_ else she was dearth of.. even much longer disengage i thought_ and that was so much palpable while i saw the wrinkle.. scarlet so to those twisted lips_ however.. i believed me after she was wallowing out of nothing mimicking my emotions as she always tries to engross from inside_ apparently.. she could be a witch and i could be a wizard and we both could conjure with our neutral demand_ a demand to blur few hours we spent together.. literally thwarted from any sin that was supposed to be happened_ she was a god that day.. she knew that it was an exigency and i was still trying to find an improving combination of life_ no-go.. please.

posted by shuvo @ 8:30:00 PM 0 Comments

4.7.05

insatiable...INSTINCT.

alone… i was alone in my room. one hour passed… two hours passed… saved for, nobody came. even there was not a single ring tone. nobody remembered... there was nobody. i was all alone with me… so i was defining the silence. i turned on the sound system to break the cycle... still that was unable to help.
there was raining... and something like intermittent… alas it was fighting with my breath. i was suffocated… which in fact let me unlatched the window. i always love the aroma after it rained… but today there was no smell… maybe for my sick nose.i was sleeping…
it's my asthma… now i couldn't remember what i had done... what with or at what time… since it was about seven hours i slept…
homeward angel.

posted by shuvo @ 12:30:00 AM 0 Comments