15.7.05

torture of being evil

i don’t find any definite answer for your question. maybe it’s impossible to know without you. else i‘m not that much sober this time. i can’t otherwise why i‘m still in the same trend. that’s fate you know she-devil. i mean the so called hole in the dark. and it’s continuous like your dream. it never ends. it’ll finish only if i die the very next morning. but then who’ll take you there. sorry. am i blurring in too rush. you say me. i don’t want to ask myself. i‘m afraid since i don’t understand. i‘m sick of everyday series. you can penetrate in your own way. i don’t know whether you’re here or not. even though it doesn’t matter because i can worship you again but i‘ll no longer get what i deserve for. it’s true. it must be true.

1 Comments:

At Friday, July 22, 2005 10:22:00 PM , Blogger shuvo said...

though...i was disengaged for several seconds from my very regular trauma while i reading this...your naive replay simply insisting me to thank you since i thought you can't thwart me like you never did...i mean your status never appealed you. so...very well.

dude...did you ever hear the song lost control by anathema. however...i am planning to read your blog.

 

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