and most recent addition of s_h_u_v_o...
31.10.05
19.10.05
a world WHERE... I Will NEVER Be the Same
SHUVO
i have deleted my original post for some personal reasons… my poor mind rechecks - it’s so deplorable.
14.10.05
why does this concern me?
i just don't feel good about myself. the addiction is over. and i don’t know how. but… it’s over. though it’s nothing new to me because every time i got compulsion the same thing occurred. I remain a failure who never valued the past guts. she said i shouldn’t be pretending anymore. she also said that infatuation is good but always a byproduct of pickiness. i replayed i‘ll learn to live after the death of hate inside. now… what do i tell my own self? shit… she quit.